It’s a long way down… Bye Bye kinda makes me treasure the people around me. Sighs, this anguish inside me, for what I’ve been, a lousy person. I’ve never treasured every moment I had with who I loved. And I regret, and I can’t help but hate myself, for what I’ve done, and who I’ve been. This feeling really sucks, but I just keep getting it. If there’s one person I loved most in my family, it would be my grandmother. All these years, the support, the words had spurred me on. I would never how hard life would be without her. I would cry, but I hope with no regrets. I cant afford to lose her. And everytime the thought comes, I just feel that a part of me is being taken away, and tears, they just flow. I wanna treat her well, for every second I can be with her, I will. I just, cant control the emotions. Sighs, people live, but people die. But I just can’t take the blow. Even as im typing, im choke by the tears tht’s tearing my eyes. Iloveyou, my pillar of hope. i’m not even sure why I typed this, but, at least I get to say it before it’s too late……… Ok, let’s talk about something happy. ok this is funny, I actually said this to my senior
DAWN(*) child of GOD:D says (11:01 PM): awwww why so grumpy! anyway, i'm calling you "THE WALKING GIANT" from now on:D When life gives you lemon, turn it into lemonade, dont complain it's sour says (11:02 PM): haha whatever if i were a giant the first thing i would wanna do is crush you!!!! muahahaha
And, yeah, she is short. There’s more, but, no matter, it’s all along the same line. Sighs, and I’ve hurt my leg again. I fell down. Now there are more wounds on my leg!!!-.-
Hmms, then, this is by FYI, but first, guess the person’s name. haha a) For your info. b) Fool yuki c) Fk yuki d) Foo yuki Haha. This is funnnnnnnnn.
Credits to her who typed this, but it’s cze I told her to. Found this inspiring, and it really inspired me.
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?or saying nothing and wishing you had?I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.If you do, they might break your heart…..if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much…for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid… afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done,or could have had. What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye? What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore) What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?* People live, but people die. Good luck to yuki and Lenard. Haha. This is sooooooo funn. Hehe. One couple done, one more to go. Haha, tht “Ka and Ke” couple.
I cant really find any difference between them. 1) Both find an insult to be with each other 2) Both come from the same primary sch 3) Both live around the same area 4) Starting letter of each character are the same 5) Both likes to quarrel with each other in front of me 6) Both thinks they rocks 7) Both are f*t (haha)
Wait till someone forgets her teddy bear. Then a new relationship will be born. And then a baby will be born. Haha If you wanna know who the ppl are, it would most likely to be the first one who starts shouting at my textbox. Hehe. Sighs, unappreciative? Appreciate it. Lol.
Ok, then ytd, went for dinner. No time take pictures luh, busy eating. Haha. It’s at jumbo, and my father signed a new card which gives discount if go there eat. 20 I think.
Ohoh, and I heard this on the radio, super funny. THE PROBABILITY OF PPL LOOKING AT YOU IS PROPORTIONAL TO THE STUPID THINGS YOU DO. Haha
Quite funny uh.
im sick and tired of this. And I try and try to walk away. But, it’s just no use. Every time I look at you, and I turn away, and sometimes, I wonder if you even think of me. What’s there to think of anw. Tht face full of aggressive, and I wonder if we could return to the past. But, tht’s not possible isn’t it. Even if I want to, I cant. I cant afford it, I cant risk it, I don’t want it.
Hold all your feelings inside You can try to carry on when all you want to do is cry And maybe someday We'll figure all this out Try to put an end to all our doubt Try to find a way to make things better now and Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud We'll be better off somehow You can shine a little light on everything around you Man it's good to be so warm And i don't want to wait I just want to know I just want to hear you tell me so Give it to me straight Tell it to me slow
Cause sometimes we don't really notice Just how good it can get So maybe we should start all over Start all over again
Introduce another song. It’s super nice..at least, something I can relate to.
The lyrics really makes sense for both songs, at least something tht gives me further thoughts …few lines tht makes sense
To tell you I was wrong, but you already know Believe me, I won't stop at nothing To see you, so I've started running All that I'm after is a life full of laughter As long as I'm laughing with you I'm thinking that all that still matters is love ever after After the life we've been through 'Cause there's no life after you Last time we talked, the night that I walked Burns like an iron in the back of my mind
You and I, right or wrong, there's no one. After this time I spent alone, It's hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind. Thinking about the better times, Must've been out of my mind
don't turn away
dry your eyes, dry your eyes don't be afraid but keep it all inside,
all inside when you fall apart dry your eyes,
dry your eyes life is always hard
Please hold on, its alright
Please hold on, its alright
Please hold on
Sighs, going overseas to taiwan nex week, still wondering if i should look forward to it...
About the one and only individual:D*
-The pathetic guy who would never fall in love again
-thinks he has the most perfect family in the whole wide world :)
-doesnt play dota or any game that u can name. -For the last time IM NOT EMO!!
- simply nothing to talk. dont call me emo..*rawr* :)
- wads the definition of emo anw...
-doesnt like pop music, prefers soothing music like may classical or songs like "her diamonds", jazz may be good.
-pop songs are poop songs that are noisy instead of smelly:)no offence Hopes*
To put my heart and soul into my studying Loveees*
Nothing much, must 知足常乐 Hates*
Liars - cze their pants would always be on fire
the world - always trying to get out of the shit that i have brought myself upon
people who speaks vulgarities - they dont make sense in a sentence
bullies - they are merely ppl seeking attention
Contact Me
-Add me on tan_li_han@hotmail.com, but please tell me who you are when adding. tnks