Plunged in my dark horizon....

Thursday, October 29, 2009

these are the things i probably wanted to say, but didnt really have the courage, sounds weird to me.

EXCLUSIVE to 2 grace and probably beyond:
so, let's probably start with my own life. this year wasnt really the best of year, or, probably the worst year i have ever had. everything didnt really went well at the start of the year for me. if there is one thing i regret, it would probably be being 2nd in level. it really stinks to be in tht position. everyone coming and praising, its just insatiable yet insecure. i would rather not have it. it makes you doubt yrself even more, doubting yr own capabilities. and tht was what i had been through. the rest of the year was just confusing and having unwanted difficulties within myself. it wasnt like this, it was never like this. but looking back, adversities had probably made me understand a few things. they are probably not tips to help you, but just consider thinking of it. Firstly, i would just hope that you all would not be playing but studying more than usual. im sure many of you have experienced the consequences of playing your card games and results really hasnt been that encouraging. BUT, no frets, there's still a tomorrow, a next year. If there is something lacking in you, i would say it would probably be your drive. if you cant find it, here's one for you. think of yr future, think of your studies as a foundation to what you will become. im sure no one wants to be anything of a low paid salary when you grow up. there are many ways to succeed, i cant deny it, but why not increase your chances of being successful? yes, ppl succeed, but in life, being successful takes 70% luck and 30% skill. but, why not master your 30% and wait for lady luck to shine on you? its not really about not playing, but moderating yrself. its what your passion lies in actually. if you think having fun will let you grow up to be what you want, by all means, but do consider that if you are wandering aimlessly, its never too late to turn back. think of what you want to be, and what you will become. 10 years down the road, some might be fortunate, but some might be blaming themselves for not working hard in the first place. why not leave regrets to the last resort and start doing what you should have done the day you decided to study? find yr drive, think of yr future. its never too late to start planning. The second thing i would like to give advice on would be relationships, which many are obviously involved in. Im not saying whether its good or bad. some get their drives frm there, so called the "power of love", but its just senseless to me. you want to get into one, you have to know how to do it the right way. again, you have to know how to moderate yourself between yr happiness and your studies. you need to have a balance if you want to start it. things like these come and go easily, i've personally experienced it, (who hasnt), but everything has its price to pay. Give you at most until you are in NS, things just fall apart. why even bother now when you know its gonna end that way? results are not everything, easy to say, hard to comprehend. at the end of the day, it just boils down to us comparing marks with each other. you really need to know yrself, to start this kinda unprotected relationships. im not trying to break you up, but just hoping you know what is best for yourself. the third thing i would like to say would be the taking in of opinions of others. never think that you are the greatest and shut off everything that you dont think it is right. in this life, there is no right or wrong. even the craziest idea can come to you as a wakeup call that there are many things in this world that you still dont understand. You might feel that its your enemy’s idea and you just put it away as soon as received it, but just think of it. Possibilities are endless. Never reject any ideas just because you think it is not right. You never know, it might just turn out to help you. Don’t be so hot- headed, cze its just gonna get you nowhere. Help yourselves to any idea that comes to you, and not throw it away. I would just like to say that you should cherish every moment of your life, take it seriously. Don’t doubt yourself and push yourself forward. There are no boundaries within you. its your fear that stops you the way you are. And, never me too proud of yourself, pride comes before a fall.

Think of your parents, for who have raised you up as child. We should not let them down. Prove it to them that you can do it. They say that education is the best investment. Show you are worthy of who you are and what you are. No one wants to be a disappointment, so before you start regretting, start working hard.

There is no such thing as being smart. It is the hard work that separates you from the rest. You reap what you sow, just work hard, no matter how much effort you would have to put in, cze you will find that in the end, the satisfaction proves that it is all worth it. Even if you did not get what you want, you know that you have tried.

Live your life with no regrets, you never know anything until you have tried. Be confident in whatever you do. Even if you fail, try try again, there will always be a day when you will succeed. Never give up. Do yr best, at least you tried.

Good luck and always remember to work hard, and never give up!

why do you do this to me.
its ended, it has finally ended.
all the misery, washed away

Entered The Dark Horizon At [6:16 PM] Sharp.

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About the one and only individual:D*
-The pathetic guy who would never fall in love again
-thinks he has the most perfect family in the whole wide world :)
-doesnt play dota or any game that u can name.
-For the last time IM NOT EMO!!
- simply nothing to talk. dont call me emo..*rawr* :)
- wads the definition of emo anw...
-doesnt like pop music, prefers soothing music like may classical or songs like "her diamonds", jazz may be good.
-pop songs are poop songs that are noisy instead of smelly:)no offence
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To put my heart and soul into my studying
Loveees*
Nothing much, must 知足常乐
Hates*
Liars - cze their pants would always be on fire
the world - always trying to get out of the shit that i have brought myself upon
people who speaks vulgarities - they dont make sense in a sentence
bullies - they are merely ppl seeking attention

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