Plunged in my dark horizon....

Friday, October 16, 2009

Exams are officially over,
well, maybe not cze still got acc - appreciation of chinese culture, which many disregard it, but if its a subject to study for, it seeems it aint over yet. finally, its time to take a breather. haix...thinking of what next year is gonna hold for me. afraid of the struggle, afraid of being in reminisece of the past but, it seems i've got no choice but to move forward. its just gonna be better day - i hope. SIGHS.. probably gonna talk about hist. omgomgomg. history. not complaining about anything, but its gonna be a blessing if i pass. so..it was the start of the paper tht time and i looked at the qns. no, i did not stun at the qns, but stun after i had done one section and wasted half an hour. so, i looked at the wrong source for that whole qns, from a-c then i realised i had done wrongly. so its like, omg, what m i supposed to do....so, there's this strong urge for me to put my hand up and tell tht teacher that i cant do it. i wanted badly to, cze half of me aint there anymore, its busy crying. however, i placed myself in reality, and knew the tcher just aint gonna care a shit abt my problem. so..i continued doing the paper. though finished, but its just not what i had expected...haiz.....so, conclusion, started half an hour later than everyone...sad, felt like crying, giving up, but did not. hmms, just afraid of the day when i get the paper back...ok. sad things gone, here comes good news. im aiming full marks for physics and maths!!!! though its not possible, but somewhr near there is also very good. i believe....geog was, uh, not bad....near full marks also not bad...sianz. just scribbled things and wonder if the teacher is gonna be able to catch my cur-sive hand writing. head's splitting, its time for a long long rest i deserved after going through such a longlonglong week. i've given my best, its the best i've done, no regrets, no thinking back. lala, wondering if i'm supposed to look forward to next year. nvm. k, so maths paper 1 today was not bad. k. nothi ng to say about it cze its probably a breeze for everyone. hope i own hairy guy this time. but, who cares, doesnt matter, all i wan is just the top 5% position to get my scholarship. always getting 10%. GRR..ok...............................................nothing to talk about. ohoh. yeah, pri sch tcher emailed to go out. class of 4c i think. cool..its been long since i saw her. nice nice tcher. one of the good ones? moved to another sch, but i will always remember her face. anticipating the outing. yippeee..................................nothing to talk again....hmms, maybe its not something to be proud of, bu i earned 25$$ selling my cards. :) better get rid of them before a new wave comes in and wash away the DM wave. exams over, there are rules waiting for me to break. who cares about my role in school. cant stand faces i hate - who can. rules are meant to be broken....

wait for it, just wait for it. find your own opportunity. its just what i had in mind...give me chance, or at leas something to say...

Entered The Dark Horizon At [11:16 AM] Sharp.

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About the one and only individual:D*
-The pathetic guy who would never fall in love again
-thinks he has the most perfect family in the whole wide world :)
-doesnt play dota or any game that u can name.
-For the last time IM NOT EMO!!
- simply nothing to talk. dont call me emo..*rawr* :)
- wads the definition of emo anw...
-doesnt like pop music, prefers soothing music like may classical or songs like "her diamonds", jazz may be good.
-pop songs are poop songs that are noisy instead of smelly:)no offence
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To put my heart and soul into my studying
Loveees*
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Hates*
Liars - cze their pants would always be on fire
the world - always trying to get out of the shit that i have brought myself upon
people who speaks vulgarities - they dont make sense in a sentence
bullies - they are merely ppl seeking attention

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