Plunged in my dark horizon....

Saturday, August 8, 2009

"just a half-hearted man" - it has been on my pm for quite a long time. Many wonder what it means. Well, it simply means i dont give my best in whatever i do. its been like this these days, but i feel kinda inspired these days. "People never realise what they have until they lose it". We take things for granted until they leave us one day. I never thought how you felt until you decided to "tell me". If there's someone i hate, it would be myself. Didnt really liked my attitude these days. Blood is boiling at 100 degrees celcius, just can't control it. Haix...Never planned to made you suffer in hell, just hoping you are not. Head has been dizzy for the past few hours, cant really focus on something. My family is watching 雀圣 outside, laughing like crazy. my mother has been encouragin me to have a good laugh at it, looking how down i had been for the past few days. But i didnt really thought it would help, since at the end of the day, i would still have to face it. Blexh, ate lunch but still hungry, "ordered" a packet of instant noodles, but when i went out, i just see an empty bowl. My brothers took them all -.-. its never nice to have a younger brother, he steals from you. heh. If there's one thing i wanted to do before everything goes wrong, it would be apologising. Hadnt really been a good guy. i lost you, but i got back what i lost for so long. hmms, wait, better go and check my noodles before its finished. k luh, back, not bad, i was the first to eat evrything. "what hurts the most, was being so close, having so much to say, but watching you walk away". i never thought it would happen this way. "broken promises arent what i planned to keep". Promise i will fufil it when the time comes. Tests, tests and more tests. its been busy for me. never really had a good look at you. gosh, wonder when ppl would stop learning. I just hope i never interpreted wrongly..."insultations were what people used to improve". You would never understand, but i hope you do, cze no one else would. urgh, super confused with life. no one's telling me where to go, and all i have been doing is protecting, my life for the sake of my pride. What i want might not be what u want. i srsly dont know...There's no point sitting down for a cup of tea if two ppl aint heading the same direction. Im not the sort of besotted guy you see in the market. lol. no offence. But just someone who puts it down when i want to. There's no point in doing things if what we want aint the same....haix. Its all up to destiny to manipulate our fate... Hope it does not let me down. tnks for anything, sorry for evrything
its probably time to relax myself

Entered The Dark Horizon At [1:11 PM] Sharp.

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About the one and only individual:D*
-The pathetic guy who would never fall in love again
-thinks he has the most perfect family in the whole wide world :)
-doesnt play dota or any game that u can name.
-For the last time IM NOT EMO!!
- simply nothing to talk. dont call me emo..*rawr* :)
- wads the definition of emo anw...
-doesnt like pop music, prefers soothing music like may classical or songs like "her diamonds", jazz may be good.
-pop songs are poop songs that are noisy instead of smelly:)no offence
Hopes*
To put my heart and soul into my studying
Loveees*
Nothing much, must 知足常乐
Hates*
Liars - cze their pants would always be on fire
the world - always trying to get out of the shit that i have brought myself upon
people who speaks vulgarities - they dont make sense in a sentence
bullies - they are merely ppl seeking attention

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