Plunged in my dark horizon....

Sunday, July 12, 2009

hmms, nothing these days, just had some weird dreams and nothing much. its sat, what can you do? i cant do anything. stay at home, watch tv, sleep and eat. nothing! didnt think i had put my heart in studying lately, sleepy during classes, hadnt really been confident in my work. think i better work out something, its distracting my mind, cant really focus on my work. wth. if only i could, but its just no good. hmms.....this sucks sucks sucks. big time. tnks again for those bday wishes, though it has the world "belated" on it. but still appreciate it, since it happens only once in a year. haix, didnt get my ice-cream cake cze dad got this $30 dollar voucher until august only. 不用白不用 lol. but still....its nice, didnt really bothered me. its already thankful i have a cake, poorer ppl dont even get to celebrate their bday. 做人要知足常乐。its the opportunity that counts, not how grand it is. slacked alot man....if only life wasnt that hard to live. im so gonna dread duty even more...its gonna suck even more and get more boring. wth, but its what i had chosen and i cant look back. dont look back but at a new direction, needed protection...i think i sound like a gay...but anw, who doesnt need protection. i cant take no more, the diamonds on the floor, no more......the diamonds falling down. if only the diamonds were my tears, then maybe i would be a millionaire by now. shed tears like no one cares, wipe them like im all alone. FORTUNATELY, im all too weak to even cry or smile now. just an empty shell. hmms.....the cruelties of life bah..jiaqi just reminded me of how "dont forget" makes sense to me..its all coming back like a ghost haunting my soul. retribution, come and get me man, no pain no gain - 残酷教训给予成长。

here goes the lyrics - highlighted words probably makes more sense to me.

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me
Did you regret (Did you regret)
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget (Did you forget)
What we were feeling inside
Now I’m left to forget
About us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can’t forget it
So now I guess
This is where we have to sxtand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don’t forget
don’t forget
We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won’t forget
I won’t forget
About us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can’t forget it
Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can’t forget it
At all
And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we’ve learned
I won’t forget
Please don’t forget us
But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won’t sing along
you’ve forgotten
About us

hmms, its all part and parcel of life. if there's anything you wanna say, tell me, i can take anything, anything, i wont mind, since i dont see any hope but dreaming for a better outcome. tell me plse....

ssorry mr ang and mr ang(ang ming jie) if you see this, but IVP AND AMZINNG COMPT. OFFICIALLY SUCKS, ITS KILLING MY BRAIN CELLS.
idk why i apologised to gaybird lol, but i just think its special to have a teacher and student hving the same surname and being together in a project. lol,
sch starts tml, no more slacking, no more thinking, no more debating.
BYEBYEBYE BITCH, YOU ARE OUT OF MY LIFE(LONG TIME AGO)

Entered The Dark Horizon At [11:03 PM] Sharp.

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About the one and only individual:D*
-The pathetic guy who would never fall in love again
-thinks he has the most perfect family in the whole wide world :)
-doesnt play dota or any game that u can name.
-For the last time IM NOT EMO!!
- simply nothing to talk. dont call me emo..*rawr* :)
- wads the definition of emo anw...
-doesnt like pop music, prefers soothing music like may classical or songs like "her diamonds", jazz may be good.
-pop songs are poop songs that are noisy instead of smelly:)no offence
Hopes*
To put my heart and soul into my studying
Loveees*
Nothing much, must 知足常乐
Hates*
Liars - cze their pants would always be on fire
the world - always trying to get out of the shit that i have brought myself upon
people who speaks vulgarities - they dont make sense in a sentence
bullies - they are merely ppl seeking attention

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